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Visions and Dreams.... maybe... or coincidence,


When I was a little girl.  I had nightmares of tsunami's before I knew what they were.  Fire in the sky, meteors?  something else?  I felt the heat in my dreams. I dreamed of wars fought in various places.  I saw the world flooded, and cities ruined in rubble.  Over the years many of those dreams have reoccurred, many have actually happened. I even recognized a picture in Time magazine once.  And I posted here a few days before the Japan Tsunami that I dreamed of a tsunami although in my dream I assumed I was in California.

I don't claim to be clairvoyant, I do insist that we all are though.  We all know because we are all connected to something greater than ourselves, a network of each other and out thoughts.  It's powerful, neglected, and sometimes manipulated and abused.

The truth is, I don't care what you believe.  Be you a Christian, a Jew, a Muslim, or any other religion, philosophy or science...  I just don't care.

The bottom line is we don't have much time here.  Even if I could live to be 150 years, it is not much time at all.  We don't know when we'll part, when our loved ones will part, or when things will drastically change for us.

We are more than our lattes and out brand name possessions.  We are more than what we think.

I just watched a documentary on the Boxing Day Tsunami, and it made me so sad.  I remember that.  I remember thinking, how horrible for my nightmares to be happening anywhere in the world.  How horrible for any of us to not live life to the fullest today.

So I had to say, my greatest wish, prayer, and meditated thought is that all of my brothers and sisters here on Earth, all of us humans, realize that ego is nothing, and that we much love people and use things, not the other way around; That a promise of love can be honored even beyond break ups or divorce; That getting pregnant is never a bad thing, though not an easy thing either (just be responsible);  That going camping is good for you; That respect starts with the self; That we should never judge what we do not know and we must remember we know nothing about the experiences and reasons of other people; That we must strive to evolve in intellect and spirituality alike; That our bodies are our most valuable and truly only possessions and thus we must take care of them, making sure they run healthy, because we won't have them for long if we don't; That we realize we have the power to change and create out destiny as a whole; That there is no need for greed or hunger and that true freedom means responsibility for the self...

RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SELF
Growth of our own crops, sharing with the community, when that is not possible shop locally, try to shop organic, and if not find but eat as healthy as possible.  Tending of our own animals or hunting only what we need to eat, when not possible we should be mindful of our choices in meats and where they came from.  Eating natural healthy foods in general, even though pop tarts are so delicious.  Taking the time to relax, to love your family, and still accomplish your work whatever it may be.  Not being wasteful and instead being mindful of everything we use and consume.  Feeding our knowledge.  Taking time to pray, meditate, or think on any specific thing that needs focus.  Being the light, the beacon that will encourage others to do the same.

No one person is truly perfect, but we can always strive to be better tomorrow than we are today.

You never known when a tidal wave can destroy your world, so make the best of it every moment you can.

If I die tomorrow, whether all of you believe this or not, I loved you all.  I'll love you still from wherever I'll be.

I always meant it when I said it to someone, and I'll never stop.  Boundaries may change, relationships will change, but everyone who has really been a part of my life has become a part of me.  How can I ever neglect a part of myself?  I just hope I am remembered for the good rather than my silly mistakes.  When I think of people, I try to remember only the good.  Sometimes I remember the bad, I'm working on it.  I'm not perfect.  I understand if you remember some of the bad, but please try to remember the good, not just with me, with everyone.

Yes I am a hippie.

Love and Light,
Maria De Jesus Morales Franco
aka Syren Franco

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