Last night i slipped into my dream world. There I dreamed of my “My Child” dolls, my mom and brother moving in, job prospects (which when I woke up I had emails for), motor cycles, interaction with people I have never met, China Town, flying like a super hero, and pregnancy possibly threatened. And it’s the last one which was the most graphic and impacting to me. I was showering and I realized I was pregnant, several months along it seemed. I got out of the shower and placed my hands on my belly and looked at it, the fetus was pressing his/her feet and hands against my belly so I can see a clear outline of them. In my minds eye I could see the fetus in it’s peaceful state inside of me. I was calm and zen about it. I grabbed a black towel to dry up and looked in the mirror to see blood smeared on my thighs. I checked the towel and there were very strange blood clots like jelly. Large and all over. I did not feel sick and I didn’t feel the fetus was in danger