The Life of Syren Franco

(The things I think about) A break through... something I always knew but never understood... why things are the way they are. It's a horrible place, it's a wonderful place. Surrounded are we by love but surrounded are we by hate. And we get angry, we get offended. And we escape into pleasures of the flesh, even pleasures of the mind. And then some of us wonder if there is more and break away from that. We practice discipline and we reject sin while some of us still indulge and those of us who indulge inadvertently hurt and hold back those of us who are disciplined... sometimes we switch places without knowing... sometimes the discipline becomes a sin, and sometimes the sin burns away and purifies depending on our path and awareness. And today I was revisiting a concept, I was walking with God (so to speak) and a moment of enlightenment flowed through me where all was clear. There is so much to be mad about in the world but it doesn't matter. None of it matters....

Last night i slipped into my dream world. There I dreamed of my “My Child” dolls, my mom and brother moving in, job prospects (which when I woke up I had emails for), motor cycles, interaction with people I have never met, China Town, flying like a super hero, and pregnancy possibly threatened. And it’s the last one which was the most graphic and impacting to me. I was showering and I realized I was pregnant, several months along it seemed. I got out of the shower and placed my hands on my belly and looked at it, the fetus was pressing his/her feet and hands against my belly so I can see a clear outline of them. In my minds eye I could see the fetus in it’s peaceful state inside of me. I was calm and zen about it. I grabbed a black towel to dry up and looked in the mirror to see blood smeared on my thighs. I checked the towel and there were very strange blood clots like jelly. Large and all over. I did not feel sick and I didn’t feel the fetus was in danger...

Last night I have yet another epic and lucid dream...  But there was a scene, which today listening to NPR and watching my Facebook feed I realized was a theme for me to address throughout the day and I can see how it worked it's way into my psyche. A Note to my self: Poverty, not poverty on a grand scale, but person to person.   Why are you poor?   Firstly poverty is a mindset of lack.  I know this.  I've learned this.  And poverty can mean several things but I am talking about financial poverty. In the dream I was talking with a friend and he bragged about living like a rich man but I observed him sitting at the cafe table, coffee in hand, and I observed his lifestyle in general to which I was compelled to answer, "You do not live like a rich man, you are poor.  Do you know why?  Because you think like a poor man.  Do you know why?  Because your parents taught you to be poor." I went on explaining that we learn o...

My dreams are always vivid, lucid, elaborate and very cinematic... This is only a small part of last nights dream, and I will follow by my interpretation of it. I was sitting with Robert and Derek when Robert noticed I had a worm coming out of my skin on my fore arm.  He pulled it out but noticed there was another.  I saw two worms on him as well.  Of course Derek expressed his shock. Then my focus was on myself, were there more worms?  How did they get on me and why?  I noticed there were bumps close to my inner side of the elbow crease.  The moment I was aware of these worms, which were somewhat maggot like but longer with black heads, they began to dig out of my body, out of my skin and soon my arms were bleeding from the exit wounds.   I noticed how ugly this all looked and wondered where else there were worms.  We tried to collect them so they did not climb back in or into someone else.  I held my arms under a black like...

I remember when I was little, I used to hear people say if you die in your dreams you die in real life; but I knew that was false.  I knew because many times, I would hit the bottom of a cliff and get up and fly away.  I would dream of atomic bombs and perishing in a blast, or being swallowed by tidal waves etc.  But I am still here.  I wouldn't even wake up from the dreams they would just change scenery or theme. My dream world is a very interesting place and it's truly a surreal place where sometimes I forget that absurdity is not reality. Luckily I never confuse it for the waking world I live in. Last night I had a very interesting dream...  I can see where some of my thoughts lead me, and others I wonder what triggered it.  While my dream is actually very long this time, I wish to share only two pieces...  A piece in the middle and one in the end, before I woke... Part one. Robert and I had to go to court for some reason.  We we...

I very rarely have nightmares, and of course my dreams as a whole are epic journeys and a compilation of many themes so this nightmare was only a very short piece of my set of dreams last night. There was much before it and much after but this was what stood out.  I even woke up from it and woke Robert up in the process.  I snuggled up with him to prevent further dreams like it.When I sleep I need livecontact, and I am not ashamed to admit, if I do not have that, snuggling with a stuffed animal helps, not because I am a child, but because the coziness puts me in a state I would be in if I knew someone else was there.  Usually I'll hug a pillow, and when the dogs are around they end up sleeping at my feet and as long as I know there is that positive energy cultivating then I don't suffer sleep paralysis or nightmares.  Well the odd thing is there was human contact but it was mild during this dream. The dream: I boarded an airplane where the passenger sitti...

Miley Cyrus dream September 13, 2013 at 10:13pm Public Friends Friends except Acquaintances Only Me Custom Close Friends Sims See all lists... Jafra Cosmetics Familia Family Amigos Amigos de Amigos o Famili DC Universe Jamul, California Area Syren Franco Photography Securitas Anaheim, California Area Acquaintances Go Back I took a nap and had a crazy dream.  I was throwing a house party with Robert, and since Derek was coming I said I'd invite Miley Cyrus jokingly since I figured she'd never show up at a civilian's home.  But she did!  She called my cell asking what unit and I met up with her to lead the way.  I looked at her and asked, "You're Miley? She giggled, her whole posy chuckled and she said yes.  I recognized her... she looked more like Dakota Fanning, but I said I knew her and had met her years and years ago through some family or church thing.  She looked at me as though she agreed.  We got to the house and everyone took o...