Am I one of these? I'd like to think I am not.
Whiny.... So I whine a lot? I remember being told I do. I might. Maybe I do... I just hope I don't sound like that chick from Friends... But actually I think I've cut down on the whining. Robert says I go through moods... I guess I need to be more aware of it.
Am I insecure? No... Well I was. I was... I remember feeling that way, there are remnants of it still but I've chosen to shed those feelings for they do not serve me. No longer do I post selfies, no longer do I care. Yes... I take the occasional one, my profile is a selfie, but I don't take daily ones: "Hey me at the super market, me at the fast food drive through, me at the suicide jumper scene, me eating salsa..." etc. Nope. If I do it is more like... hey check out my new hair color since you haven't seen be for a while and I am usually the one taking photos of everyone. I don't even care how cute or not I look... but yeah I try to look my best.
Bratty... am I a brat? Hell yes. I want things my way. I want chocolate. It is hard for me not to throw a mini tantrum when I don't get what I want, but I have managed to control myself. I tend to get what I want through hard work and perseverance, but still.
Anyway... I noticed a lot of my fellow humans haven't shed some of these traits and the moment I noticed it, the moment I realized it bothered me, I realized it HAS TO BE a reflection... where have I failed to improve on myself? What must I work on within myself?I still joke about how I look on stage... but why? Because I am insecure.I still grow impatient! Because I am bratty....And I still complain...Where else?UGH! I must rid myself of these traits!
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