Fire Angel Visitation

I posted this on my wall:

"Another dream... Last night I dreamed of a fire angel. It was so beautiful yet fierce. I told it I knew it lived in the clouds, that I've seen the fire above them and it flew away. It spoke to me in thoughts and feelings, and I knew what it was here to do.
Ah dreams... I want to be able to sleep longer when I have these types of dreams."

Upon further contemplation I've come to this interpretation of my dream...

The angel is an idea or intention visiting me to remind me to keep the passion... but also to enlighten, purify and transform me. When I recognized the angel it slipped back into the clouds, almost as though it was upset at me, I think this is because I resist this process. I always resist... I've been resisting for 10 years, perhaps longer... I accept bits and pieces but do not complete this tranformation of mine.

There was more to the dream that effects this message and that this message effects in return but I am not mentioning it.

All very interesting though.

And today after having been stuck in stuck in traffic on the 55 N for almost 40 minutes (causing me to be late to work) I hear on the radio a quote by someone who's name I didn't record in my brain so clearly...
"You already know what the right thing to do is, the tough part is doing it."

Co-inside-ence? Perhaps...

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